What is my source of pain

It pains me to have to keep my own secrets
It pains me that I didn't reach my life goals
It pains me to have a tretcherous brother and a tretcherous sister
It pains me that some people hates me
It pains me that I live in an unfair world
It pains me that people don't understand
It pains me that some won't even try

Life is a pain, life is morphine

Life is a pain. More or less for others. Some don't have food to eat. some don't have water to drink. Some have no limbs to walk. It doesn't make our own pain better thinking about other suffers more. Everyday of my life we hurt. Some more, and some less.....

Life is morphine. Some days we just feel happy, we forget we ever feel sad. Happy living life with love, no troubles, in the warm shine of the sun. Just perfect.

High high life take us, we fly so high, and suddenly we fall, crash down, and die.

some will fall, but some won't. Balanced in the middle between highs and lows. For me: that is the better happiness.

Kept emotions eating self from the inside

Keeping your emotions all to yourself. Anger, happiness, sadness. Having no one to share them with, eats you from the inside. Your heart feels a tinggly pain, not in a good way. Your soul screams of disapprovement... The things that I feel tonight

Can't have what we want (poem)

Can't reach for the sun cause it will burn you
Something that I really want to get my hands on
It kills me inside that I can only watch it
As it share it warm heat and rays with the clouds and the moon

As my blood flows thru my veins.
Loneliness follows
pushing the waters from the rivers of my eyes
creating a waterfall of pain

Life
Life flowing out of my life
Leaving darkness
and emptyness behind to haunt me